SmS received... where i going to delete it...

28 may 2008 8.56 pm from Carol

Dear.. i really wish to go back.. but i hv no more faith on our love anymore.. i cant bear loneliness.. Wait after u finish studying and hv a good job later mayb our relationship will be more stable if start over again.. Pls.. always remember that i'll always stay beside u no matter wat happen! I'm sorry i din help u to celebrate ur b'day well.. but i'll try to celebrate ur b'day wit u every yr...

* will this really truth ? i dun think so now...

29 may 2008 4.20am
i dun get it.. when we were together we also lonely all the time, but y nw u cant get use to it? Juz bcoz i'm no longer ur gf? i'm not home till next sat.. these period u must take care of urself coz i cant go find u whenever u r not ok.. if u send me msg i might not be able to reply u also.. so take care

*even now i still cant get used to it but i working hard to letting go...

13 Jun 08 1.24 pm

I'm sorry for hurting u that much.. life must go on no matter wat .. the earth won stop spinning bcoz of ur sadness.. the sun will still rise and set everyday.. do u feel that our world is going to end soon? value each of the remaining day in life to make other people around u happy.. stop being so self-centered.. there'r uncountable no. of people suffering more than u do out there.. do other good things rather than keep mourning on useless thing k?

*no comment...

20 Jun 08 11.16 am

Y u so scared to be alone? freedom u dun like? can do watever u wan..sometimes to achieve success u need to b alone, coz less burden.. i cant do anythi (msg censored and losing part... )

* no comment as i cant get full msg version...

6 july 08 9.47am

i also just came back from a camp.. din reply u immediately coz really tired and things are a little rush.. well.. ur gf is vy lucky to hv u but the lucky girl is not me anymore.. we r over.. i cant in back to u anymore coz i've hurt u too deep.. hope u live happily there .. i guess mind will nvr be

* still the same as late reply sms.. well its supprisingly you tell ur mum i stingy in smsing... funny... spreading all around said i am how terrible... good job... but i am who i am... just do it if u like to do so... well lucky anot my gf i duno but i try my best to gib wht i can to her... you still the same coward where things done cant be undone why dont do recovery part... why you never think of doing something to repay? yours life super happily as you choose dump me 8 days bfore my birthday and now hv wht u wan... everyday whom you can see ... such a great bf... u have ... who buy meals for u and blah blah blah... congrats... live happily... and stop said u wont live happily as u super high demanding....


7 july 08 1.12am

i'm really glad 2 hear u've learnt that much.. u dun hv to say sorry as i'm the one always hurting u.. after leaving u only i found how wrong i am not to appreciate all the things u've done for me.. life is just the same as b4 here.. nth change same old boring n meaningless lifestyle, well , no need to worry bout me.. i,ve learnt how to take care of myself after being here for so long time.. we r all alone in this world, no one can help except ourselve


* sorry with no action to repay i dun think the sorry worth to accept... well its human nature not to appreciate things on the front of the eye... but when lost it you know how much it means to you... well frankly people feels you might wanna come back for me but wht u did by this sms its making me b like a dummy for 1 week worry anything bad about u...
thanks all my friends supported me and i will not get anymore news from u... no matter how much i wanna noe wht happen to you... so as u said u wan ur life b alone? well you wont with your new bf...
wht i receive 1 week later from your msn its about you regret hurt me that much and thats all... so means this another tricks? to make me more suffer? haha you done a great job...
thanks for the bad feeling ... after fallen down and you make me again fallen...
well i cant b fooled again and again and again... try more and i will learn more ...

now i delete all your msg... i will clear alot your memories in my mind to let u go... so hv ur hapi life in ur penang institute and i hv my life of single in ktar ...
really thanks for spoiling my life by breaking up cause your action make me know more friends who helps me alot ... really but sorry to said your action cause me lost alot stuff... my industrial training... really must thank u for spoil it as i cant use it...

and really tahnks for creating this misunderstanding for the last 2 sms you able make me letting u go easier...