hate being single...

everyday walking around... i can see alot lover holding hand walking around... well may b till now i still not used to b single...
single hv the freedom but still it makes alot diff for me as i want a gf who really can support me... i scare i cant bear alone anymore... i just tiring to stand alone... as i dun like the feeling... of bearing everything alone... when i really needs someone to talk to yet i cant find anyone... as no one can be trusted... my surrounding full of backstabbers... knowing too much about me end up will backstab me... well i just try to express out abit... cause i cant tell everything here...