A friend Story

well this is a gal story real happening ... just to help me feels better...


x ]: let me tell u bout my ex
x ]: he went t over nite at gals place few times
x ]: kiss gal when gudbye
x ]: hug them infront of me
x ]: tickle other gals infront of me
x ]: controling all de time
x ]: *me
x ]: i cant even step out from my house
x ]: he wil gt crazy mad
x ]: even went out
x ]: must ask fer permissiong from him
x ]: cant back late than 7
x ]: he will screwed me up like hell
x ]: when fight up
x ]: he will look fer me when de mid nite even it is 4
x ]: i cant rejected his call
x ]: not even once
x ]: but he always dun answer my calls
x ]: he not even find me once fer a month
x ]: said not free n all those craps
x ]: but lefting times fer others so called frens go genting pd fer fun
x ]: he always scolded me like hell infront of my frens
x ]: u thk i will b better fer u?
x ]: but i dun left him cos i love him n i noe he still do
x ]: but coz we get together since form 3
x ]: n im acting a pet for him listen watever he said n he want to
x ]: but after i graduted from my secondary
x ]: i started to keep touch others
x ]: n he dunn like
x ]: he dun even let me gt other males frens
x ]: tis is so called manners
x ]: u noe???!!!
x ]: but i still love him alot
x ]: so do u thk u will b suffer than me?
x ]: so pls stop complaining coz u make me thk of him
x ]: u noe even now
x ]: after break up fer a years
x ]: he still controling me by if i blog bout other guys
x ]: he will call me out n said..
x ]: "u noe , i dun like it u with others"
x ]: i noe i still cant left it out
x ]: being telling myself fer a millions time
x ]: once he calls
x ]: i wanted to reject
x ]: but i cant
x ]: he asked to out
x ]: i feel like duno how to reject
x ]: i wanted to meet up hm
x ]: tat's not wat i want..but i cant!
x ]: who i can tell?
x ]: even i havin others now
x ]: i still cant forgt bout him
x ]: n he still noe bout it
x ]: even my bf oso asked me bout tis
x ]: it been a years plus broke up with him
x ]: fater broke up
x ]: u noe..i tried beg him
x ]: lost sleep fer 2 months
x ]: fall sick almost every months
x ]: but no one around me noe wat's going on
x ]: not even my best frens
x ]: so do u thk u still in a mess situation?
x ]: b happy everyday like i do.
x ]: dun ever thk back dy
x ]: now i being happy with my bf.even i still love tat sux guy
x ]: i will try my best ti let him go


there its a long story where below parts too private where i cant post... *as i lazy editing....

to my ex, please see wht you should b complaining... this is wht called complaining...
but still my this friend, love the awful guy alot...

i m letting you go.. till there is nothing left... as i dont really know whts make me should still keep the love of you as you stated our love its our memory and your heart no longer love me anymore...

well treating me a dummy and tell me that regreted that you dont appriciate me and live will never be happy again... all this your great lies as you get someone so nice to you...

your choice not to reply sms and pick up call making me worry for 1 week for nothing really make me like a dummy... well its okie... a dummy must wake from a dream of foolish love of yours and mine... well the dummy its me.. good bye ... continue with your hapi life ...