Thursday, June 12, 2008

My beloved girlfriend, limcarol

Well, here will just written the brief version what happens to me ....
as introduction, my birthday will be on the 15th of may, but, my ex, limcarol just ask for breaking up due to in need of starting a new relationship with another guy....

well, now i am alright abit, but that duration i facing... not many will believe i would think of commiting suicide... but i do... with the chemicals in my industrial training....

the 8 days before my birthday, where i still in industrial training.... i burn my hands due to touching the metal iron door... as i told her, she have no feelings after all.... may be this is what love called... when you no longer the one i love, even you die its non of my business...

today i meet her up, as she can say that wont have any more hope to be together again... as i try to beg her back for me....
is it that near 2 years relationship can just let go like this? i cant do so.....
thats why i suffering in the night where i cant sleep... i just feel cant lose of her....
but i should be strong and giving up on her... as she has spoken wont be back for me....

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