well... now its saturday... tomolo she will be going back to BM for her course...
its a hardly bearing feeling for me to lose her...
i might can say not a good bf as wht i thinking just too over extreme where doesnt really deeply into wht she wants... trying my best alone wont work afterall... as she have said long time already losing our love.... i feeling love just sux when having only one person who wish to continue... and thats me... but i will try to giving up on her... as i dont feel she will back for me after so many conversation between me and her...
in the end i hope my love to her is to wish her eternity hapiness as we mostly wont become lover again, although i used to think of want her to be my wife in future....
well now i wish to have more friends as i giving up bfore due to i feel she quite sensitive to this...
i gain freedom back but losing her... may be this is considered as a barter trade...
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